My faith in spirituality has increased through this journey...
Yet there are days when believing in the principles and philosophies of spirituality seems not only difficult but just IMPOSSIBLE.
I've read lots of spiritual books in the last several months. One BASIC principle is to appreciate and live in the NOW as that's all there IS.
It is frustrating to the core when me, the patient is the only one trying to follow this principle.
Despite being witness to as much uncertainty and surprises life has thrown at me and people around me, it is still an alien concept to just take things as they come and focus on the now.
With my mind working from one test to the next and freaking out with the Creatinine playing yo yo...its amazing how far in the future others can really think of and worry about.
Yes spirituality also taught me, I can only control myself. So, I'm going to still focus on the NOW...if other's cannot too bad. They can drive themselves crazy if they choose to.
Yet there are days when believing in the principles and philosophies of spirituality seems not only difficult but just IMPOSSIBLE.
I've read lots of spiritual books in the last several months. One BASIC principle is to appreciate and live in the NOW as that's all there IS.
It is frustrating to the core when me, the patient is the only one trying to follow this principle.
Despite being witness to as much uncertainty and surprises life has thrown at me and people around me, it is still an alien concept to just take things as they come and focus on the now.
With my mind working from one test to the next and freaking out with the Creatinine playing yo yo...its amazing how far in the future others can really think of and worry about.
Yes spirituality also taught me, I can only control myself. So, I'm going to still focus on the NOW...if other's cannot too bad. They can drive themselves crazy if they choose to.
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