Celebrations?

Our 4th wedding anniversary - i was taken in an ambulance to Uniklinikum, Heidelberg. Thus began a new journey...
Christmas, New Year - spent seeking opinions in different hospitals in Bangalore
Father-in-laws birthday - running around completing legal formalities for the transplant
Dad's birthday - working out procedures in Germany, preparing for the upcoming months of stay in Bangalore.
May 11th, I successfully finish my course - preparing to get admitted in the hospital on 13th for the upcoming surgery on 15th.
Mom-dad's anniversary - spent in separate hospital rooms. Me in isolation.
Mother-in-law's birthday - providing updates on the phone of my condition
I finally own my apartment (cleared my mortgage) - visiting the hospital twice daily for injections
Mom's birthday - finally was allowed to eat some sweets. But that's it.

Now, V(husband's) birthday, looks like will also be spent with no celebrations...

That's just how overwhelming things are trying to deal with this situation - it overshadows real reasons to find joy and take a moment to celebrate :(